Better off Dead

not too much to say today. weather is wet and windy and gray and cold. i have a ton of work and don't feel like touching any of it. no motivation to work whatsoever. does anyone ever feel motivated to work? i have no trouble getting up early on the weekend to go shopping but getting up at that same time during the week to go work, i can't do it, i hate doing it.

maybe i'll have more later...